Monday, August 10, 2009

THEY ALWAYS WANT ME TO DESCENT,
I JUST CANT UNDERSTAND.
ITS ALWAYS BEEN ME THAT THEY SEE,
THEY REALLY WANT TO GET RID OF ME.

THEY SIMPLY HATE ME,
THEY HAVE NOT EVEN LOVED ME.
THEY HAVE SHOWN NO CARE,
HOW CAN I CALL IT SUCH FAIR?

IT IS ME THAT THEY BLAME,
ITS ON ME THEY PUT SHAME.
I KNOW I’VE DONE NOTHING WRONG,
AND NOW,I CANT TAKE IT LONG.

NOW TAT I REALIZE,
ILL BRING THEM TO MESMERIZE.
ITS TIME FOR THEIR ACCEPTANCE,
ILL RETURN THEM MY VENGEANCE.

for you.?

—why do i care much for you?
when you dont hAve a biT caRe of mE.
why do i thiNk mUch oF yOU?
wHEn yOu havE nO sinGle tHOught fOr mE.
wHy do i senD yOu greETinGs?
wHen fOr they onlY mean nOthinG.
wHy dO i wasTe my tiME fOR you?
wHEn i kNow yOU dOnt lOve mE.
These i’vE kNOwn fOr a lonG timE…
bUT i stiLL havE patiENce beCause oF you
I neeD yOur smiLe that lighEns uP mY soUl
I nEed yOur LOVE-tOday and tOmorRow
yEs,I neeD yOu thOUgh yOu’re hUrting mE
I stiLl caRE mUCh,fOr tOday and fOrevEr
I haVE only ONE LOVE and thAt is…

YOU…

BISAYA ispisyal prisints--

he said, she said (bisdak version)

Ingon sa mga Babae para sa mga Lalaki:

1. kamong mga laki, kung mo tan-aw gani ang mga babae sa inyo, ayaw pod pag feeling2x nga naka angay mi nu? maka turn off na sha…
2. kung mag ask gani mo date, ayaw kayu mo ngisi nga mura nag maniac tan-awon kay mahadlok pod baya mi…
3. kung mo sabay gani mo sa amo, pag sinina pod mog tarong dili nang murag tambay… para mo samot mig ka in lab ninyo bah… pamulbos gamay, pangkolon gamay… panudlay gamay…
4. kung manguyab na gani mo, ayaw ug sulti nga “pwede ko manguyab nimo? or naa koy chance?” kay kung tubagon namo na, mura nag gisugot mo namo…
5. kung sugton na gani mo namo, taronga pod mi oi… dili kay biyaan na lang, usahay himuon pang sulugoon… maid inyong gipangita?
6. do not forget to remind us that you love us… para kiligon sad mi panagsa…
7. ayaw mog pangita ug lain kay wa nay lami!
8. kung makigbulag na gani mo, ayaw ninyo ingna ang girl nga “you’re just nothing to me now, understand!” hehehe… sakit baya nah….
9.ayaw pud ninyo hulata nga kami mouna ug pansin ninyo if ever magkita ta somewhere mao ra to… walay masuko ha….

Ingon sa mga Lalaki para sa mga Babae:

1.Kung muingon mi nga gwapa ka, ayaw dayontubag ug “atik!”…Panagsa ra mi mu dayg ug gwapa…obyusleh, kung gitawag ka nga “gwapa” naa jud mi enteres nimo…kinsa man sad kuno ang tarong nga laki tawagon kang “bati’g nawng!” atubangan sa kadaghanan…Di kaha mi katilaw ug plying kick ana?
2. Mangutana gani mi kung kanus-a imong RD ug kung abelabol ba ka ana, kana
nagpasabot kung pwede ba ka ma detdet (DATE ba sa ininggles)…ayaw sa mi baraha kay magutana lagi mi nimu ug strait…amo lang gityming-tyming kay mauwawon man sab tawn mi mga kwanggolon…
3. Kung nakabantay na ka nga nagsige na mi ug sunod-sunod nimo, maka-baynte na mi ug grit nimo gud morning, or ikaw na lang pirmi tagdon, makig dungan ug uli bisan nort ug sawt, langit ug lupa ang gilay-on sa atong balay wid matching “Ako lang dala sa imo tings beh!”, kana ganahan jud mi nimo… Pero sa pirmi natong kinuyog ug detdet (DATE sa ininggles pa), ayaw sad pangutana
ug dali-dali “Wat r we?” or sa binisaya pa, “Unsa man jud diay ta?”…Inahak, makulbaan sad mi gamay…we also feel a bit presyur… Kalma lang gud…musulti lagi mi in dyu taym. =)
4. Kung kahibaw na jud ka nga ganahan mi nimo kay nisulti na man jud mi (hala ka!) Ayaw sad sige hisgot sa imo Ex-boypren oi…its hurt man sad…not unlis kung nisturya ka sa panahong gigukod siya sa inyong IRO nga nisutoy siya ug dagan kay por syur I will lap wid u.
5. Hangyo lang sad, kung nakakita ka sa imong crush o di ba kaha nakakita ka ug laki nga purting gwapoha, ayaw sad panguhit namo, “Gwapo kay siya noh?” Hala plis! Laki intawn mi ug dili pud mi kiligon sa imong crush… Masuko ra ba mo mu comentaryo mi, “Gwapo pa man akong lolo ana!”
6. Sa panahon nga mag-date na tah, por syur kami man jud gasto, be konsyus wid yor dayet ha para konsyus pud mi sa among bulsa…kung kada adlaw na ta date ug
nakabantay mo nga chippy ug tubig na lang among gi-order, KKB na ta ha…salamat sa pagsabot.
7. But op cors labaw sa tanan, ayaw kaayo ni ninyo siryusuha kay basin mu comantaryo mo, mapikon mo ug ibalik ni ninyo nako, mamisti mo….Dyok dyok ra ni…
8. Pero kung dili na jud madala kay naglagot jud mo mga babaye ani…Iporward sa tanang babaye nga kaila ninyo nga wala pa makabasa…. Pag porma dayon mo ug grupo nga Gabriella Davao or Dumaguete chapter….
9. Sa mga lalake, kalingawi ninyo ug porward pero ayaw sa inyong naibgan kay basin instant basted niya mo ana!
Pahabol: Kung magpakuyog mo mirkado…ayaw pud mi paalsaha ug usa ka sakong TAHOP… Kilo-kiloha pud na….=)

a piece of SOMETHING

♥While i was walking,i stopped fOr a while and thought of things i dont have.
Then i realize that the happiest moment dont necessarily have the best of everything.They just make the most of everything that comes along their way.Its true that we dont know what were got until we lose it,but its also true that we dont know what were missing until it arrives.It the get way of my heart i put a sign that says,”NO TRESPASSING”but love came laughing and said,”I ENTER EVERYWHERE”.LOve knOWs no reaSon.LOve knows no lies.LOVe defies reasons,LOVE has no eyes,BUt LOve is not blind.It sees bUt doesn’t mind.If you love,you must prepare to accept pain for you accept happiness,youre not loving,but using.dont go for looks, it can deceive,dont go for wealth,even that fades away.go for someone who makes you smile,make a dark day seem bright,the beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves,and not twist them to fit our own image otherwise we love only the reflections of ourselves we find in them.neveR try to impress someone to make him fall in love with you,beacause when you do youll have to keep that standard for the rest of your life.THe sad thing about life is that when you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let him go.A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believe in the promise of love.NO matter how long the time and distance,Never say goodbye when you still want to try.Never give up when you still feel you can take it.Never say you dont love the person anymore when you could not let go.TRue LOve doesn’t have a happy ending,thats beacause true love doesn’t have an ending..[-,-].♥

MOVE on---

do i always have to do the 1st move?
well,if he dont really like me
well im not gonna force myself into him…
if he wants space..
ill give him what he wanted.

im so tired acting like this way
besides its his lost anyway.
its up to him
eiher to let me go//

honestly i dont want to let him go.
yet im so tired and im loosing hope
for the both of us..
maybe theres just no US!
you made me cry for so many times
and im tired of it!!
besides what im feeling now
is not important to you

i KNOW.
sometimes you made me feel like you dont care for me at all?
but still why DO i lOVE you so MUCH(duh)
when you dont even care for me ay all?
i HATE myself for loving yoiu!
Much that i hate the right to be like this!!!coz
were NOTHING as NOTHING at all.

i gUess this just mean i HAVE to lET you GO.

and MOVE on.


who HATES me.?

THEY ALWAYS WANT ME TO DESCENT,
I JUST CANT UNDERSTAND.
ITS ALWAYS BEEN ME THAT THEY SEE,
THEY REALLY WANT TO GET RID OF ME.

THEY SIMPLY HATE ME,
THEY HAVE NOT EVEN LOVED ME.
THEY HAVE SHOWN NO CARE,
HOW CAN I CALL IT SUCH FAIR?

IT IS ME THAT THEY BLAME,
ITS ON ME THEY PUT SHAME.
I KNOW I’VE DONE NOTHING WRONG,
AND NOW,I CANT TAKE IT LONG.

NOW TAT I REALIZE,
ILL BRING THEM TO MESMERIZE.
ITS TIME FOR THEIR ACCEPTANCE,
ILL RETURN THEM MY VENGEANCE.

One of my greatest fears is death .I have always been scared of what might happen after my life here on earth is ended. I had moments when I would suddenly feel my gut tighten with fear and it`s only when I start saying “Jesus“ repeatedly that i`m able to calm down.

Fear is something we all have to deal with. Most of the time, fear is something we create ourselves based on our interpretation of things we do not fully understand.

But god offers us his gift of peace Jesus said, “My peace I I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give it to you. Do not let our hearts be troubled or afraid“(John 14:27).We may discover more peace in our lives if we learn to nurture our awareness of his presence. His peace takes away the fear that is so much a part of living.

Friday, August 7, 2009

-about me--

-My name is CELINE, 81 years old now. My height is 5′5″ tall and 120 lbs.
-My birthday is on every 24 of April year of the rooster.
-Fair complexion under the zodiac sign of Taurus.
-I am Half Japanese half restaurant Correction half Filipino Half Moon with Chinese eyes.
-I was voted as the sex symbol of STATE UNIVERSITY because according to them,
-I am the only person that looks like a sex organ.
-I was already an entertainer even when I was a baby. I weighed 48 pounds when I was born
-but weighed only 3 pounds after I was circumcised.
-I was the only abortion that lived.
-I was such an ugly baby. My mother only puts the negatives of my pictures in our family album.
-I was a very thin baby because I was a breastfed baby
- I was breastfed by my father.
-According to him breast milk is still best for baby up to first year college second semester.
-And also it’s fresh and contains antibodies for protection against infection.
-The best is that it comes in a very attractive container
—(If symptoms persist insult your doctor)
-I grew up to be a girl wonder–everybody always looked at me and wondered.
-I studied at the UNIVERSITY of SOUTHEASTERN PHILIPPINES(Davao City)
-where I took up BEED-SPED.
-That explains why up to now I still am poor as ever.
-But some people say I’m very intelligent.
-Maybe it’s because I loved going to school.
-I spent two years in English plus alone.
-I was drafted by the Philippine Army (ROTC) but I got exempted because of my religion.
- I am a devout coward.
-My father is a bisexual — every time he sees sex he buys it.
-My mother is a very religious woman — she is a nun.
-My parents are in the iron and steel business. My mother irons and my father steals.
-I am married to a man who up to now believes that love is really blind.
-I also have a son, he’s only five years old and he already knows how to be ashamed of me.
-Let me share with you a meaningful facts that I believe in:
-I believe…that if you read too much about the bad effects of smoking — give up reading…
-I believe also…Eva Fonda when she cried — I saw tears running down her legs…
-I think I finish also introducing my self to you
-and may be time is enough already for you to know who I am.
-Maybe this will be enough for you to guess myself;
-from now on you can describe my self in your imagination.

-P.S.(if you want to be a good liar you must have a good memory)